I find myself looking at my blog’s likes and views at least once a day. Even on the days I don’t post anything. I don’t know why, but this feels too much like checking Facebook for likes.
It’s only been a month since I started blogging. Not to mention, I blog anonymously and nobody in this world knows that I even have a blog.
Why? Because I haven’t told anyone.
But why, you ask? Because I want to see if I am any good at this writing thing. People who know me would be predisposed to like my blogs. They might even say that I am excellent.
But I want the truth. The raw truth. I want to not hold back anything when I write. And I want to improve my writing. There’s a lot of room for improvement for a non-native English speaking real life introvert living in a supposedly third world country.
Do I want to be a writer? Heck no. I am way too lazy to become a writer. All I wanted to know was, can someone out there enjoy my writing?
Can I finally create something that I can call my own?
Will I be able to look back on my blog years from now, hopefully with pride and satisfaction?
Only time will tell.
This is for the daily prompt: The Stat Connection